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    It's been a minute... life is at a low again for me. Ok, rant time:
    I hate my unit, they're pretty lame. I'm on 12 hrs shift starting at 6am (so i have to wake up at 430 to make food, shower and dress, travel 6miles) to get to my work area. financially my family fucked me over.

    being abused and bouncing around in foster care. i wanted to have a good relation with my blood family but they are horrible people. so i'm pretty much broke. lost all my savings (5 grand) and stuck with a 1200$ bill...

    almost done paying that off....

    and i'm also starving. no food. normally i would use my meal card and eat at the dining facility, but because my unit is on mission (hence being on a weird schedule) we were givin separate rations....
    except my paperwork was lost and they're "trying" to fix my issue. so i'm being deducted 300$ every paycheck for "using" the DFAC, dining facility... Dee-Fac.
    but i have no meal card.
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    and then i decided that i'm not the type of guy who will ever get married. i plan on getting my education and a Ph.d and have a good life. i just wish people would just leave me the fuck alone. i know what i'm doing, if there is something that requires my ability, let me do the task in my way.


    so then i went and spoke with a psychiatrist and got a mental evalutation, my unit thought i'm depressed/suicidal from the amount of alcohol i drink... turns out i'm a sociopath. meh.
    they don't know what do to with me. i've been tested 3 times and evalutated.
    should the army allow me to stay in? because if they do, i might eventually cause harm. if not, they'd have to pay a shit ton for releasing me early.
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    I do things like get in a taxi and say, "The library, and step on it. Lord's Avatar
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    At least you don't have HIV Leo.

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    I am still trying to find a proper therapist, I think we have a few locked down, but its a pain because a lot of them are just tagged trangendered, and don't have any experience, or want "real life experience."

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    It's funny seeing people I know majoring in psychology and whatnot because it's laughable to think they could tell me something about myself that I'm unaware of and couldn't have figured out on my own. I mean really, is it just me who has a good idea of why I'm expressing whatever emotion or mood I happen to be in?

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    I do things like get in a taxi and say, "The library, and step on it. Lord's Avatar
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    Quote Originally Posted by stiles View Post
    It's funny seeing people I know majoring in psychology and whatnot because it's laughable to think they could tell me something about myself that I'm unaware of and couldn't have figured out on my own. I mean really, is it just me who has a good idea of why I'm expressing whatever emotion or mood I happen to be in?
    Hey, I'm studying psychology! Allow me to psychoanalyse this very post...
    Well, I open my eyes and I see things. I've seen spirits moving through the walls. I've seen a vortex coming through the wall. I've seen amorphous little balls of light bouncing all around in the front yard through the window. I've seen giant bugs on the floor. I was in a hotel room in Amarillo, Texas, and all I remember is standing on the bed and seeing the whole wall in front of me filled with lights that were [makes popping sound] popping like popcorn out of the wall. Then I'll wake up and I go "Wow, I was standing on my bed and staring at this wall."

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    Even in the case of mental health if I were clinically depressed, it would be fairly easy to tell if my circumstances were contributing towards my unhappiness, or if I was just perpetually unhappy for no given reason. It all seems so clear cut for me and I always thought everybody had a decent amount of self awareness.

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    Quote Originally Posted by stiles View Post
    Even in the case of mental health if I were clinically depressed, it would be fairly easy to tell if my circumstances were contributing towards my unhappiness, or if I was just perpetually unhappy for no given reason. It all seems so clear cut for me and I always thought everybody had a decent amount of self awareness.
    agreed. but sometimes, people are so in denial about their own struggles and what causes them that they tend to need some professional help to make them realize it. i think the main idea of a psychologist's job is helping their patients figure out what their problems are and give a starting point to helping them find the answers. i've never seen a psychologist before for anything though, sooo yeah...

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    well the main problem is that outside of a few consent clinics, one has to get a psychologists signature for hormones

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    Oh Leo :[ <3
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    ~ I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it. -- Kyle Schmidt ~

    ~Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute. -- Josh Billings ~

    * dragon_berry**Fallen_Wings*

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    and i'm back. life keeps fucking with me. sometimes i feel like killing people... i wish i could be in country again, i like being deployed. life was so much simpliar then.
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    Quote Originally Posted by leo33wii View Post
    sometimes i feel like killing people...
    This is a bit disconcerting. Is it an actual compulsive urge, or just an "ah, the good ol' days" type of feeling?

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