I think I got caught in it.
I noticed that I think like this now.
It's like I need good results and just to get it, I can resort to crazy ideas.
Also, I started to hate it when people get in the way.
I feel the need to eliminate people who can potentially be hindrances to whatever progress I'm aiming at.
And I don't care about what happens to anybody else because of my actions.
It's like, I'm in a room with treasure with a friend.
We could either work together to get the treasure guarded by traps or I can sacrifice my friend to get it easily.
And I tend to choose the latter.
This isn't good, is it?