Okay so today has got to be one of the worst days for me right now. My oldest cat, Alidia, is on the floor, dying of Kidney Failure, and she's not even purring when I go to see her.
My parents thought it was the bad pet food from the recall, but it turnes out that it's just an unfortunate, uncurable disease. We may have to put her down later, if she can hold out that long...
But god dammit guys, I've had this cat since I was four, and we've grown up together. I'm suprised I'm not sobbing my eyes out or anything. I'm just far to shocked for any form of emotion like that.
God dammit, god dammit, god dammit