my university life is a kind of limbo between being amazing and totally awful. every now and again something happens like I fuck a woman or I get a poet from my home town's phone number but when I despair it is more acute than elsewhere, because at that point the environment seems to be totally against you in every way. in general, having abandoned my home town and pretty much never returning, I live in an uncertain world where I can switch on/off any relationship with anyone, which is both a positive and negative thing.