It's been a minute... life is at a low again for me. Ok, rant time:
I hate my unit, they're pretty lame. I'm on 12 hrs shift starting at 6am (so i have to wake up at 430 to make food, shower and dress, travel 6miles) to get to my work area. financially my family fucked me over.
being abused and bouncing around in foster care. i wanted to have a good relation with my blood family but they are horrible people. so i'm pretty much broke. lost all my savings (5 grand) and stuck with a 1200$ bill...
almost done paying that off....
and i'm also starving. no food. normally i would use my meal card and eat at the dining facility, but because my unit is on mission (hence being on a weird schedule) we were givin separate rations....
except my paperwork was lost and they're "trying" to fix my issue. so i'm being deducted 300$ every paycheck for "using" the DFAC, dining facility... Dee-Fac.
but i have no meal card.
and then i decided that i'm not the type of guy who will ever get married. i plan on getting my education and a Ph.d and have a good life. i just wish people would just leave me the fuck alone. i know what i'm doing, if there is something that requires my ability, let me do the task in my way.
so then i went and spoke with a psychiatrist and got a mental evalutation, my unit thought i'm depressed/suicidal from the amount of alcohol i drink... turns out i'm a sociopath. meh.
they don't know what do to with me. i've been tested 3 times and evalutated.
should the army allow me to stay in? because if they do, i might eventually cause harm. if not, they'd have to pay a shit ton for releasing me early.